urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:r0mp3r_st0mp3r Thom Matranga Thom Matranga 2002-03-31T22:51:26Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:r0mp3r_st0mp3r:6117 2002-03-31T22:51:26Z 2002-03-31T22:51:26Z <center><marquee scroll="scroll" delay="75" width="100" bgcolor="blue"><font color="red"><font face="Courier">comfort is your deathbed....................................(2.4925247)</marquee></font></font><br /><br /> </center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:r0mp3r_st0mp3r:5687 2001-12-05T11:12:57Z 2001-12-05T11:12:57Z <a href="http://www.deadjournal.com/~mesh">click yr cursor on any of this gibberish here and it'll take yu to my <b>dead journal </b> where yu can continue to read about my sodding miserable life in this bloody city where it does nothing but fucking rain and it's to wet to do anything but stay indoors and try and become a musician...speaking of which...ima fuckin off to piss, smoke a fag and write a fucking song.</a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:r0mp3r_st0mp3r:5344 2001-11-02T20:54:20Z 2001-11-02T20:54:20Z alisha's attic <h1>die yu fat bitch!!!</h1><br /><br />this goes to two lucky, lucky ladies...gues who and yu win a prize ;) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:r0mp3r_st0mp3r:5099 2001-08-20T01:34:25Z 2001-08-20T01:34:25Z if yu don't wanna see me happy I hope yu get cancer.<br /><br /><br />this is not a fucking joke.<br /><br /><br />i hate everyone.<br /><br /><br />except jenby. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:r0mp3r_st0mp3r:4689 2001-08-20T01:34:05Z 2001-08-20T01:34:05Z if yu don't wanna see me happy I hope yu get cancer.<br /><br /><br />this is not a fucking joke.<br /><br /><br />i hate everyone.<br /><br /><br />except jenby. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:r0mp3r_st0mp3r:4361 2001-08-06T05:47:42Z 2001-08-06T05:47:42Z Jeff Buckley - Yard of Blond Girls I'm wearing more layers than a grunge-kid and I'm freezing cold -cn barely type... It's pissing it down outside and I'm petrified of going into work. They are just gonna sack me on the spot!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:r0mp3r_st0mp3r:4244 2001-08-04T15:27:14Z 2001-08-04T15:27:14Z Rammstein - Barbie Girl skiving work, mitzis, dancin, kissin, huggles, *i love you*....nuff said... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:r0mp3r_st0mp3r:4019 2001-08-01T03:51:52Z 2001-08-01T03:51:52Z echos of *SPACEgHOST?* Just trotted out 3 fucking amazing songs for the new *SPACEgHOST?* e.p. Robin is working on the artwork now while I catch a couple of hours kip before work.<br /><br />WooT!!! 2 songs played in a nightclub (with offers of further airtime), one album, one e.p. and 2nd album in the works - things seem to be going good for us :) 2mrw, Robin & Nanthy are at respective parents so I'm gonna send copies of songs to record companies to get feedback...hopefully a contract will be forthcoming then I can quit my shitty job and spend all day everyday drunk and writing songs with Tigger & Robin!!!<br /><br />Tigger-bitch...I is glad yu have no work - maybe Abi will let yu out sometimes to come and play musics...maybe tell her how well we doing will persuade her...hmm...maybe not;)<br />*thurps @ Abi* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:r0mp3r_st0mp3r:3711 2001-07-29T13:46:24Z 2001-07-29T13:46:24Z stealers wheel - stuck in the middle with you Madness of Thursday was followed by more madness on friday and more again on saturday.<br /><br />Friday : I managed to get offered a pill, purchased and went ga-ga!!! We got let into RW for free by some spooky kid on her birthday pass (she thought I was very pretty) and I wound up leading her around RW looking for a gay man that wasn't gay. I made friends with a girl who used to be a dj in Aberystwith and a girl with huge high heels and a boy called Oliver who isn't gay! Robin and Nanthy had badness agin but i didn't really notice - sorry guys (me dumb :( !!)<br /><br />Saturday : I dressed up like Nanthy, got very drunk, chased scallies down the road in my dress and fell over lots. Tried to set Mansonite and Malcolm up but Mansonite wasn't very talkative. Spoke to FakeRachel and found out she's from Rawtenstall - aaargh!! I bet her parents had the same surname before they got married!!!<br /><br />Now it's sunday and I'm a cabbage!!! jenby is coming round l8r for drinkage (surprise!!!) Rachel will be phoning at some point today so I really shouldn't be on the internet... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:r0mp3r_st0mp3r:3375 2001-07-27T06:50:18Z 2001-07-27T06:50:18Z Nothing..nothing at all - I can hear the fan in the computer Woah!! Haha, fucking good night!!! Spent all night feeling tired and sick shouting *Puddleumpumpah!!* @ anything that moved. Worried aboot Jenby, as usual! Tigger was funny, as usual and odd things between Robin & Nanthy...<br /><br />Nanthy bought dog food for a tramp's dog and the tramp ate the food himself...bleurgh! Fucking tramps!! The girl who smells of chips is still pestering people for money. Dumbarse dope-heads (including Davitch, oddly) also pestering people for money and then smoking their dirty hippy-shit cannabis right next to us so I felt even sicker - cunts!!!<br /><br />Haha - Half 6 this morning, on the way to work, I yelled *PUDDLEUMPUMPAH!!!* thru Robin & Nanthy's window and heard confoozled mumbles from inside before I ran away...hehe!!<br /><br />It's now ten to eight and I'm gonna go and have a fag and a brew and an English Muffin with chocolate spread before I start work...grr, fuck work!!<br /><br />Playing out again tonight - much fun!! Then, when I get home, I'm gonna go on my new AOL and play with my website a bit - it desperately needs updating:p<br /><br />Have fun, whatever yu are doing, people who read this! I'll probly see yu 2nite or 2mrw nite. <br />&lt;3 Yu!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:r0mp3r_st0mp3r:3314 2001-07-25T15:45:07Z 2001-07-25T15:45:07Z wham - last christmas I am killing time @ work...yet again!...waiting for my lift to finish talking to the inordinate amount of fucking dumb pakis and irish cunts that phone us and ask dumb questions (e.g. "Is that BT? Do yu supply electricity to me?")<br /><br />Hoping my AOL thingy is @ home so I don't have to sit here frustrated cos I can't download porn, update my website, control my Wonderland web-ring... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:r0mp3r_st0mp3r:3007 2001-07-24T10:50:13Z 2001-07-24T10:50:13Z Down In A Hole - Alice In Chains I am coming down with a sickness again - my body is weak! I've started snorting powders again and my nose is fucking up. It was bleeding last night. I've stopped sleeping, cut down on food, upped the number of cigarettes I smoke per day (which is fucking up my throat) and I'm convinced I've got cancer.<br /><br />My hair has not been cut or washed in months and its colour is fading and is getting greasy. The smoke and the coke are turning my skin grey. I can see shadows in the corner of my eyes...spiders on the ceiling.<br /><br />I've been getting worse since the day she left. This time, I'm sure, the sickness will stay. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:r0mp3r_st0mp3r:2728 2001-07-23T15:30:42Z 2001-07-23T15:30:42Z clicking keyboards and Gaz talking Soon all this hanging around after work to update my journal and abuse people in Jilly's bored will be over!!! (3 ! 4 Nanthy :p, happy?)<br /><br />I'm gonna be internet-ready in time for x-mas!!!<br /><br />Myt life is so dull I can't think of anything to write so I'm just gonna fuck off and download stuff. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:r0mp3r_st0mp3r:2321 2001-07-22T09:31:56Z 2001-07-22T09:31:56Z REM - How the west was won and where it got us... I really, really shouldn't be on here doing this!! Im going to be so broke! With Freeserve still fucked up, Im on a trial internet package I got ages ago and I don't know if it's still free or not! Might be getting charged loads!!! ah, well:p<br /><br />I had an arguement with Rachel on the phone the other night and I cried lots but I'm all better now.<br /><br />I need a fag so badly...I've got Rizlas and an ashtray if worst comes to worst! I can't be arsed getting dressed and going to the shop, tho I probly should! I need to buy lots of stuff but Im going without so I can afford to go to America.<br /><br />Jenby-rah is going away and I'm sad. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:r0mp3r_st0mp3r:2093 2001-07-21T12:28:34Z 2001-07-21T12:28:34Z Raiders of the Lost Ark theme-tune (in my head) I think I'm slowly turning everyone gay!! Wally is defo camping up and tribal has gone into fag-overload - stroking me, sitting on my knee and stuff!! hehe - I'm dead chuffed!! I love my friends - I was just thinking aboot it now... &lt;3 I draw a silly heart for yu all!! *mwah* big camp kisses to everyone nice!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:r0mp3r_st0mp3r:1854 2001-07-18T09:49:22Z 2001-07-18T09:49:22Z $lipknot - Heretic song - over+over+over+over!! <big>"GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG<br />GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG<br />RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR<br />RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR<br />AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA<br />AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA<br />AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA<br />HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH<br />HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH<br />!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"</big><br /><br />*PANTS* *SCOWLS* *SPITS* *WALKS OFF IN DISGUST* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:r0mp3r_st0mp3r:1784 2001-07-18T02:31:07Z 2001-07-18T02:31:07Z Coal Chamber ~ Sheri Vegas (don't laugh!) Robin said i'd go one the internet when i got home and, i tried - believe me i tried! - but i started checking my e-mails (2 junk, 1 from myself), then I figured i'd check and see if anyone had looked at this journal yet, then I started messing with the colour scheme (it's changed from pink to blue), then I just got silly and started reading other journals, messing with emoticons, etc. - ADDICT!!!!<br />I haven't been on Jilly's Message Board tho...I daren't!! If I go on, I'll get cross and then I'll never get spleeps!!<br />I'm not gonna bother going to work tomorrow - too sick, need spleeps, gotta have food. I think the internet is what's making me so sick...I don't eat cause I'm too busy fiddling, I burn my eyes on the screen, I never spleep and then I go to work and expect to be able to operate a computer competantly!! Im dumb!!<br />So, Im gonna be a good kitten and disconnect when I've posted this and go and get some spleep.<br />Yay! Shopping tomorrow!!<br /><br />HAPPY BIRTHYDAY, NANTHY!!!!xoxoxox urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:r0mp3r_st0mp3r:1303 2001-07-17T17:55:30Z 2001-07-17T17:55:30Z Additions to list...SILVER BUTTON, AND ALL UNREGISTERED USERS!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:r0mp3r_st0mp3r:1100 2001-07-17T17:40:50Z 2001-07-17T17:40:50Z I got sent home from work early today because I was feeling sick - I logged on to check e-mails and Nanthy tells me all shit has broken loose on the message board!!<br /><br />New moderators were deleting posts left right and centre because they insulted their friends - really objective editing!! Wankers!!<br /><br />COOL PEOPLE (cos it's easier to list) RACHEL, NANTHY, ROBIN, TIGGER, JENBY, WALLY, PASCAL, JOBY, SQUEALPIGGY, MUNCHIE, EGO, CHRIS...everyone else sucks big dicks for money!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:r0mp3r_st0mp3r:793 2001-07-16T23:19:30Z 2001-07-16T23:19:30Z Help me...I need spleeps!! I can't go to bed 'cause I'm an addict - oh, fuck it - Fuck you all!! I don't wanna die yet!! Goodnight.<br /><br />Sorry for being a wimp, tigger n jenby! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:r0mp3r_st0mp3r:764 2001-07-16T05:02:16Z 2001-07-16T05:02:16Z Hahaha!! Just had the most fun!! I posted a list of people that me and robin wanted to come on, shit on, butt-fuck, fist, etc... and it caused so much amusement with all the abuse!! Then Brodie Wanky started a thread about how he hates me and it went into RIOTMODE!! People shouting at me, people shouting at him!! Then it slowly morphed into a "Hate DD" post!!<br /><br />Me and Tigger and Jenby layed into her - told her she was a fat biatch and she is mean and ugly!! and she ran away!!!<br /><br />Going to work soon but I can't wait for 2nite when I check back.<br /><br />Before I went I left a poll aboot what people think of me!! Can't wait!!!<br /><br />p.s. all loves to RACHEL, TIGGER, NANTHY, ROBIN, JENBY, EGO, JOBY, MUNCHIE, PROZAC, SQUEAL PIGGY AND SILVER BUTTON - only people on that damned board worth a damn!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:r0mp3r_st0mp3r:496 2001-07-15T18:26:40Z 2001-07-15T18:26:40Z Fuck pigs, man!!!<br /><br />I woke up at 6.05am for work on Thursday, went out Thursday night and got in at 4am, stayed up on the fucking addictive RockWorld message bored shouting at people, went to work on Friday, stayed up all night talking to my gorgeous friend, Jenna, spent all day Saturday wandering around town with Tigger and Jenby, got drunk and stoned at Jenby's. In a ridiculously fabulous moment of GEEEEE-NIUS I crushed 6 ProPlus into powder and snorted them.<br /> In RockWorld, Saturday night:<br />I turned into a smack-head!!! I was flicking between dead and wide-awake, dancing, collapsing, staring vacantly at nothing. The scariest thing was that Robin and Nancy told me this morning that I was dancing to Rammstein and talking to DJ Malcolm and I don't remember!!!<br /> I was perfectly all right when I woke up at 2pm - a little grumpy but then Tigger dig wake me by sticking his finger in my ear and licking my head - FREAK!!<br />[i]<br />"Last week we all got really smashed<br />we couldn't stand up, it was a real laugh!<br />and next week's gonna be just the same<br />and the next and the next again and again![/i]