Thom Matranga

Sun, 31 Mar 2002 22:51:26 GMT

comfort is your deathbed....................................(2.4925247)

Wed, 05 Dec 2001 11:12:57 GMT

click yr cursor on any of this gibberish here and it'll take yu to my dead journal where yu can continue to read about my sodding miserable life in this bloody city where it does nothing but fucking rain and it's to wet to do anything but stay indoors and try and become a musician...speaking of which...ima fuckin off to piss, smoke a fag and write a fucking song.

die yu fat bitch

Fri, 02 Nov 2001 20:54:20 GMT

die yu fat bitch!!!

this goes to two lucky, lucky ladies...gues who and yu win a prize ;)

goodbye cruel world...

Mon, 20 Aug 2001 01:34:25 GMT

if yu don't wanna see me happy I hope yu get cancer.

this is not a fucking joke.

i hate everyone.

except jenby.

goodbye cruel world...

Mon, 20 Aug 2001 01:34:05 GMT

if yu don't wanna see me happy I hope yu get cancer.

this is not a fucking joke.

i hate everyone.

except jenby.

cold and wet and scared

Mon, 06 Aug 2001 05:47:42 GMT

I'm wearing more layers than a grunge-kid and I'm freezing cold -cn barely type... It's pissing it down outside and I'm petrified of going into work. They are just gonna sack me on the spot!!!

the last few days of my life

Sat, 04 Aug 2001 15:27:14 GMT

skiving work, mitzis, dancin, kissin, huggles, *i love you*....nuff said...

WooT!!! New E.P.!!!

Wed, 01 Aug 2001 03:51:52 GMT

Just trotted out 3 fucking amazing songs for the new *SPACEgHOST?* e.p. Robin is working on the artwork now while I catch a couple of hours kip before work.

WooT!!! 2 songs played in a nightclub (with offers of further airtime), one album, one e.p. and 2nd album in the works - things seem to be going good for us :) 2mrw, Robin & Nanthy are at respective parents so I'm gonna send copies of songs to record companies to get feedback...hopefully a contract will be forthcoming then I can quit my shitty job and spend all day everyday drunk and writing songs with Tigger & Robin!!!

Tigger-bitch...I is glad yu have no work - maybe Abi will let yu out sometimes to come and play musics...maybe tell her how well we doing will persuade her...hmm...maybe not;)
*thurps @ Abi*

a weekend wasted is never a wasted weekend

Sun, 29 Jul 2001 13:46:24 GMT

Madness of Thursday was followed by more madness on friday and more again on saturday.

Friday : I managed to get offered a pill, purchased and went ga-ga!!! We got let into RW for free by some spooky kid on her birthday pass (she thought I was very pretty) and I wound up leading her around RW looking for a gay man that wasn't gay. I made friends with a girl who used to be a dj in Aberystwith and a girl with huge high heels and a boy called Oliver who isn't gay! Robin and Nanthy had badness agin but i didn't really notice - sorry guys (me dumb :( !!)

Saturday : I dressed up like Nanthy, got very drunk, chased scallies down the road in my dress and fell over lots. Tried to set Mansonite and Malcolm up but Mansonite wasn't very talkative. Spoke to FakeRachel and found out she's from Rawtenstall - aaargh!! I bet her parents had the same surname before they got married!!!

Now it's sunday and I'm a cabbage!!! jenby is coming round l8r for drinkage (surprise!!!) Rachel will be phoning at some point today so I really shouldn't be on the internet...

Last Night...

Fri, 27 Jul 2001 06:50:18 GMT

Woah!! Haha, fucking good night!!! Spent all night feeling tired and sick shouting *Puddleumpumpah!!* @ anything that moved. Worried aboot Jenby, as usual! Tigger was funny, as usual and odd things between Robin & Nanthy...

Nanthy bought dog food for a tramp's dog and the tramp ate the food himself...bleurgh! Fucking tramps!! The girl who smells of chips is still pestering people for money. Dumbarse dope-heads (including Davitch, oddly) also pestering people for money and then smoking their dirty hippy-shit cannabis right next to us so I felt even sicker - cunts!!!

Haha - Half 6 this morning, on the way to work, I yelled *PUDDLEUMPUMPAH!!!* thru Robin & Nanthy's window and heard confoozled mumbles from inside before I ran away...hehe!!

It's now ten to eight and I'm gonna go and have a fag and a brew and an English Muffin with chocolate spread before I start work...grr, fuck work!!

Playing out again tonight - much fun!! Then, when I get home, I'm gonna go on my new AOL and play with my website a bit - it desperately needs updating:p

Have fun, whatever yu are doing, people who read this! I'll probly see yu 2nite or 2mrw nite.
<3 Yu!!

hope springs...

Wed, 25 Jul 2001 15:45:07 GMT

I am killing time @ work...yet again!...waiting for my lift to finish talking to the inordinate amount of fucking dumb pakis and irish cunts that phone us and ask dumb questions (e.g. "Is that BT? Do yu supply electricity to me?")

Hoping my AOL thingy is @ home so I don't have to sit here frustrated cos I can't download porn, update my website, control my Wonderland web-ring...

hwilt?

Tue, 24 Jul 2001 10:50:13 GMT

I am coming down with a sickness again - my body is weak! I've started snorting powders again and my nose is fucking up. It was bleeding last night. I've stopped sleeping, cut down on food, upped the number of cigarettes I smoke per day (which is fucking up my throat) and I'm convinced I've got cancer.

My hair has not been cut or washed in months and its colour is fading and is getting greasy. The smoke and the coke are turning my skin grey. I can see shadows in the corner of my eyes...spiders on the ceiling.

I've been getting worse since the day she left. This time, I'm sure, the sickness will stay.

A-O-Hell

Mon, 23 Jul 2001 15:30:42 GMT

Soon all this hanging around after work to update my journal and abuse people in Jilly's bored will be over!!! (3 ! 4 Nanthy :p, happy?)

I'm gonna be internet-ready in time for x-mas!!!

Myt life is so dull I can't think of anything to write so I'm just gonna fuck off and download stuff.

Whole life going down toilet..............

Sun, 22 Jul 2001 09:31:56 GMT

I really, really shouldn't be on here doing this!! Im going to be so broke! With Freeserve still fucked up, Im on a trial internet package I got ages ago and I don't know if it's still free or not! Might be getting charged loads!!! ah, well:p

I had an arguement with Rachel on the phone the other night and I cried lots but I'm all better now.

I need a fag so badly...I've got Rizlas and an ashtray if worst comes to worst! I can't be arsed getting dressed and going to the shop, tho I probly should! I need to buy lots of stuff but Im going without so I can afford to go to America.

Jenby-rah is going away and I'm sad.

Tribal Munchie

Sat, 21 Jul 2001 12:28:34 GMT

I think I'm slowly turning everyone gay!! Wally is defo camping up and tribal has gone into fag-overload - stroking me, sitting on my knee and stuff!! hehe - I'm dead chuffed!! I love my friends - I was just thinking aboot it now... <3 I draw a silly heart for yu all!! *mwah* big camp kisses to everyone nice!!

STARES FROWNS CLENCHES FISTS

Wed, 18 Jul 2001 09:49:22 GMT

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*PANTS* *SCOWLS* *SPITS* *WALKS OFF IN DISGUST*

Yu were right, Robin!

Wed, 18 Jul 2001 02:31:07 GMT

Robin said i'd go one the internet when i got home and, i tried - believe me i tried! - but i started checking my e-mails (2 junk, 1 from myself), then I figured i'd check and see if anyone had looked at this journal yet, then I started messing with the colour scheme (it's changed from pink to blue), then I just got silly and started reading other journals, messing with emoticons, etc. - ADDICT!!!!
I haven't been on Jilly's Message Board tho...I daren't!! If I go on, I'll get cross and then I'll never get spleeps!!
I'm not gonna bother going to work tomorrow - too sick, need spleeps, gotta have food. I think the internet is what's making me so sick...I don't eat cause I'm too busy fiddling, I burn my eyes on the screen, I never spleep and then I go to work and expect to be able to operate a computer competantly!! Im dumb!!
So, Im gonna be a good kitten and disconnect when I've posted this and go and get some spleep.
Yay! Shopping tomorrow!!

HAPPY BIRTHYDAY, NANTHY!!!!xoxoxox

...and again...

Tue, 17 Jul 2001 17:55:30 GMT

Additions to list...SILVER BUTTON, AND ALL UNREGISTERED USERS!!!!!!

...and again...

Tue, 17 Jul 2001 17:40:50 GMT

I got sent home from work early today because I was feeling sick - I logged on to check e-mails and Nanthy tells me all shit has broken loose on the message board!!

New moderators were deleting posts left right and centre because they insulted their friends - really objective editing!! Wankers!!

COOL PEOPLE (cos it's easier to list) RACHEL, NANTHY, ROBIN, TIGGER, JENBY, WALLY, PASCAL, JOBY, SQUEALPIGGY, MUNCHIE, EGO, CHRIS...everyone else sucks big dicks for money!!!

SPLEEPS!

Mon, 16 Jul 2001 23:19:30 GMT

Help me...I need spleeps!! I can't go to bed 'cause I'm an addict - oh, fuck it - Fuck you all!! I don't wanna die yet!! Goodnight.

Sorry for being a wimp, tigger n jenby!

All Night Abuse!!!

Mon, 16 Jul 2001 05:02:16 GMT

Hahaha!! Just had the most fun!! I posted a list of people that me and robin wanted to come on, shit on, butt-fuck, fist, etc... and it caused so much amusement with all the abuse!! Then Brodie Wanky started a thread about how he hates me and it went into RIOTMODE!! People shouting at me, people shouting at him!! Then it slowly morphed into a "Hate DD" post!!

Me and Tigger and Jenby layed into her - told her she was a fat biatch and she is mean and ugly!! and she ran away!!!

Going to work soon but I can't wait for 2nite when I check back.

Before I went I left a poll aboot what people think of me!! Can't wait!!!

p.s. all loves to RACHEL, TIGGER, NANTHY, ROBIN, JENBY, EGO, JOBY, MUNCHIE, PROZAC, SQUEAL PIGGY AND SILVER BUTTON - only people on that damned board worth a damn!!!

This Weekend!!!

Sun, 15 Jul 2001 18:26:40 GMT

Fuck pigs, man!!!

I woke up at 6.05am for work on Thursday, went out Thursday night and got in at 4am, stayed up on the fucking addictive RockWorld message bored shouting at people, went to work on Friday, stayed up all night talking to my gorgeous friend, Jenna, spent all day Saturday wandering around town with Tigger and Jenby, got drunk and stoned at Jenby's. In a ridiculously fabulous moment of GEEEEE-NIUS I crushed 6 ProPlus into powder and snorted them.
In RockWorld, Saturday night:
I turned into a smack-head!!! I was flicking between dead and wide-awake, dancing, collapsing, staring vacantly at nothing. The scariest thing was that Robin and Nancy told me this morning that I was dancing to Rammstein and talking to DJ Malcolm and I don't remember!!!
I was perfectly all right when I woke up at 2pm - a little grumpy but then Tigger dig wake me by sticking his finger in my ear and licking my head - FREAK!!
[i]
"Last week we all got really smashed
we couldn't stand up, it was a real laugh!
and next week's gonna be just the same
and the next and the next again and again![/i]

Thom Matranga

die yu fat bitch

die yu fat bitch!!!

goodbye cruel world...

goodbye cruel world...

cold and wet and scared

the last few days of my life

WooT!!! New E.P.!!!

a weekend wasted is never a wasted weekend

Last Night...

hope springs...

hwilt?

A-O-Hell

Whole life going down toilet..............

Tribal Munchie

*STARES* *FROWNS* *CLENCHES FISTS*

Yu were right, Robin!

...and again...

...and again...

SPLEEPS!

All Night Abuse!!!

This Weekend!!!

STARES FROWNS CLENCHES FISTS